lonely heart

Thank you to everyone who is reading and commenting, it means a lot.

3ndy so2al, o 3ndy i3tiraf.

il so2al, I am writing the story in arabic because I feel it will give the story more depth, bs reading over it I feel ina its getting confusing with all the arabic.  Tabony akamel with the way I am writing, aw iny I add more english?

i3tirafy, mm I work and I met with a client who needed me to set up something for him, 3dee 9a7?  Well, he left his contact information in his file and I kind of saved it in my phone and messaged him ams.  I sent a random joke, o he called bs ma radait.  A few hours later I msged ina mino o s2lny intay mino and I pretened ina it was a wrong number ok?

Anyways galy ina 3dee o 7a9al 5air bs I wanted to more messages, wl mushkila ina uhwa a9'3ar mny ib 4 years haa .... I messaged him saying ina uhwa client o ina I saved his number under my friends name who just changed rqamha il muhum iny 2lft qu9a mn 3ndy ;s

ily ga3da asawi '3ala6, 9a7?

We kept on messaging ina 3de general suwalif, ma s2lny ismy aw 3umry aw ayshay.

lazem I stop 9a7?

mm, wtha maby :( ?

SHASAWI !!

m3na il 7ub 2

BADER

bader: 3my wdy akalmik ib mw'9ou3 bs mny 3arif shloun abdy
9ali7: tkalam shfeech 
bader: 3my mahr lmn t6l3 laish ma tlbis 3bat ras, mo 7ilwa ina il shabab klhum e6al3ounha
9ali7: 9a7 kalamik yuba bs mahr ras'ha yabis
bader: kalmha 3my o shouf o kalam 3mity om mahr ymken tgdar itkalmha
9ali7: inshalah


MAHR

mahr: shino ya3nee lazem albis 3baya?
9ali7: yuba i7na al7en baina ahlna wntay kubrtay mai5alf oboy o bader galy nafs il shay
mahr: yuma shofe intaw gltaw ma ra7 itrabouny mithel ma a3mamy rabaw banathum o bader shako bl mw'9ou3
9ali7: wshfehum banat 3mich mashalah 3laihum o bader wld 3mich yby ma9la7tich
muntaha: o hm bnty mashalah 3laiha
9ali7: ya um mahr hathy bnty o tarbyatna akeed ma feeha shay bs i7na rdaina il kuwait o 9irna bain il ahal wl kl e3arfna
muntaha: khala9 9ali7 ana akalmha b3dain
mahr: iff brou7 3nd maha




BADER

bader: ana glt laa yala bara
talal: bs ya bu khalid hathy il munaqa9a zaina 7g il sharika
bader: talal ana 3arif ma9la7at il sharika
talal: ib ra7tik 6al 3umrik, it2merny 3la sha'3la thanya
bader: la salamtik

Ilyooum 7as ib ta3ab mo 6ab3y .. o 6ab3an il 7beeba ma sa3adt bl mw'9ou3 ... 6ali3 mn il bait rayi7 il sharika wla ashoufha ib wayhe labsa tanoora o blousa o g3da titmashaly bl mazra3a whya 3arfa fe 3mal yaybinhoum eramimoun il bait

knt aby athba7aha

bader: intay heeey
mahr: 5air
bader: shfty shaklich
mahr: mafeny shay
bader: mahr qi9ray il shar dshay il bait
mahr: wnt mino 3shan tit2amar 3ly
bader: wld 3mich
mahr: bl'9ab6 itha 3ndik mushkila rou7 kalim il walid da5el
9ali7: mahoora
mahr: 9aba7 il5air yuba
9ali7: 9ba7 il nour wl srour yuba
bader: 9ba7k alah bl 5air 3my
9ali7: hala bader 9ba7k alah bl nour ha yuba rayi7 il sharika
bader: ee 3my

lafait 36ait-ha na'9ra o mishait

bader: ashofik bl sharika 3my 3n ithnik


MAHR

7qeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

9ali7: yuba latg3den bl shams mo zain lich
mahr: inshalah
maha: 9ba7 il khair
mahr: 9ba7 il nour ... mahoy imshay inrou7 il soug okay yuba
9ali7: ib ra7tkum bs lat6wloun
maha: shftay 7beeb il galb
mahr: mino
maha: bader?
mahr: wai3
maha: inzain ma shftay msa3id?
mahr: mm laa 3my gal ina imsafer
maha: wy ya raby 3la hal rayal mita ra7 ya3qil
mahr: 9arlikum sina ma56oben 9a7
maha: ee bs wla k2ny ib 7yata imsafer wla adre 3na
mahr: ly mita kalmy
maha: shagoula
mahr: itha ma yabeech laish i56ibach


MAHR

ana 7maraaa shloun agoul 7g mahoy hal kalam ... ehya t7ib msa3id mn zimaaan o wagtha ma knt adre ina 3my '3a9ba ya5tha maskeena t5yalaw il mwgif

mahr: mahoy ma kan qa9dy shay ib kalamy bs
maha: mn '3air bs 9a7 kalamich bs ma agdar agoul shay imshay inrou7 il soug




BADER

bader: 9ba7 il 5air
il a3mam: 9ba7 il nour
Rashed: ha wain 3mik 9ali7
bader: shway o yo9al
9ali7: 9ba7 il 5air
il a3mam: 9ba7 il nour hala wala
9ali7: o5oy rashid il banat bro7oun il soug
Rashed: mahoy 6arishtly msg


BADER

5air inshalah ... btrou7 il soug bro7a? la o akeed ra7 talbis 3batha il imra9i9a o mn'3air boshya o il kl ra7 e6al3ha ... 9aber ... wna shako bl6agag ... bs laa ehya ahly .... 3ar'9y lazem ahtam

Rashed: bader
bader: sm 3my
Rashed: sm alah 3dowik shfeek 3my sira7t
bader: la m3akum ... yala mishaina 3nda ijtima3
9ali7: yala

mny gader arakiz .... wna shako feeha oboha ra'9y ana mino 3shan ada5al 9a7?




MAHR

iff 7qeeer akraha ... kla mina adree ina oboy t'3yar m3ay mna uhwa dymn eg3doun m3a b3'9 o yatris rasa ib kalam fa'9y o oboy mako sha59ya seeda e9adga 


maha: hey intay
mahr: na3am
maha: wain sira7ty
mahr: ib bader
maha: aha wtgolen mat7ibna
mahr: laa ma a7iba
maha: 3yal laish itfakren feeh
mahr: leana yaqhurny 
maha: hatha 6ab3 bader mn 3mr whwa chithi 
mahr: kaifa 7g nafsa bs mo eyey o emshy kalama 3ly
maha: shl mushkila mahora intay bl bait ga3da talbsen ily tbena o lmn t6l3en 5ala9 libsay 3bat mn sneen w7na nalbsha
mahr: okay 3dee albis 3bat bs mo ibkaifha uhwa lazem tyey mny ana
maha: 7beebty b3nadich hatha mntay im5al9a ra7 it3wren rasich 
mahr: intaw ma3ndkum sha59ya bs itgoloun ee ama ana
maha: shbtswen
mahr: malich shu'3ul emshay yala inrid il bait 


MAHR

ana bwreeh mo uhwa ily emshay kalama 3ly ana

m3na il 7ub 1

7ady mistansa ina already 3ndy followers, inshallah t3jbkum il qi9a


Bader


Kl shay 9ar 5ilal sintain ... SINTAIN ... shloun?  i7na midana njtimi3 3shan in7ub b3'9 o niftirig?  LAISH ya nas laish hal dinya gasya ... ma feeha ra7ma?


Ehya it9er bnt 3my .. aah mn bnt 3m.  3ndy 5 a3mam kilina sakneen ym b3'9 o fe 7ajiz dar ma dar byoutna fa il 7adeeqa mishtarka.  Mashalah kl 3m 3nda 6 3yal ma 3da 3my 9ali7 obo 7beebty o il walid.  Kanat m'3roura o shyfa 7alha mitmarda ib libs-ha ma kanat talbis 3bat ras dymn talbis 3by hal youm ily im5a9ra o klha shak o 6ab3an ma talbis boshya it'3a6y wayha .. LA LA ... il lafa nafsha itqu6ha 3la wayha ... wly kan yaqhury ina 3my kan 3ajba il wa'93 o ma yitkalam .. wna lazem a'9il sakit.


Uhma kanaw sakneen bl ba7rain murt 3my kanat itkamil dirast-ha 6ab3an ana lw shino ma asafer 3shan zojty ehya ily tsafer 3shan.  Hal 6ab3 ma y3jib banat hal youm ana 3arif bs hathy sha59ety wly mo 3ajba ....


ib ra7ta.


Mn 3umry 18 knt bl sharika m3a oboy, knt aby o9al 7g shay aby il kl lmn ysm3 ismna e5af w il 7imdilah wi9alt.


Ana al7een 3umry 29 bs a7is il sneen kaburatny wayed bs klha 5ibra.


A3mamy ma eswoun shay mn '3air shory


3yal 3my eyouny 3shan asa3dhum


Knt sha59ya ly haibty .... il banat ma ehizouny leana 24 sa3a bl dawam il sha'3la il wa7eeda ily knt a7ibha wtry7ny il qana9.  Shabab il 3yla i7boun il 6al3a ... o il b3'9 e7iboun il shalaih wl 7adaq ... ana o faroos kna ya bl sharika aw m3a il ahal.






















Mahr


mar7ba ... okay okay intaw sm3tooh shkther esolif?


ana lazem agoulikum my side of the story .. uhwa 9ij ma galikum shay bs sm3awony uhwa waayed '3your mn na7yat libsy leana 3baty mo im5a9ra 3dya 9adgouny o 3l boushya a9lan baba ma e7ib iny a'3a6y wyhe bs 3yal 3my ... ugh no comment.


3adat o taqaleed bait 3my ma ta3jbny, I mean okay hathy 3adat o taqaleed il deera bs ol nas ta7a'6raw q7na 3yla mit7a'9ra safarna o ri7na o shifna y3ne laish we are stuck in the old ages?


Ahh bader.


isma bro7a yarbukny.


ma7ad e3arif m3na il 7ub il b3d ma eshouf ily 9ar baina.


Knt akraha .. knt a7isa m'3rour o shayif nafsa ... dymn 3agid il nouna o wla shay 3ajba .... b3dain ma adre shly ta'3ayar baina


Mara kna ga3den bl 7adeqa wna gmt atmasha bro7y sira7t o ma shift il 7ufra ily 7afrenha fa 6i7t feeha o 6ab3a g3dt a9eee7 knt myta 5ouf leany knt b3eda 3n il kl and it was getting dark o ma ashouf ila hal m'3rour s7bny mn il 7ufra o ga3id ezif o ehaz2 feeny wna bs wigaft imbalma ga3da a6al3a


3umry ma kiraht a7ad mthel thak ilyoum






BADER


aah thak il youm ma adre sh9ar feny lmn di5alt il 7adeeqa o ma shftha o lmn s2althum galoly ra7at titmasha ana a3rfha dymn sar7ana o bs tamshe ma e6ali3 fa glt al7ag 3l bnt gabl la e9er feha shay


MAHR

LA LA LA ... uhwa li7agny leana yby yit7akum ib kl shay o lmn ma shafny ga3da ma3hum ma adre shly 9ar fee o li7agny ... il muhum .. b3d ma 6al3ny o zafny o 7az2ny rdaina 7g il bajy

Mahr: iff
Bader: il salam
Maha: shfeech?
Mahr: wld 3mich hatha qatheeth

6ab3an uhwa ga3ad jidamy o 6al3 bakait il zigayer o wal3la wa7da wna knt mitnarfiza

Maha: y3ne uhwa mo wld 3mich
Mahr: laa iff uhwa shaky feeny kaify inshalah amout bl 7ufra
Maha: mahor shfeech
Mahr: ma feny shay bs 5ala9

And that was the first day we fell in love.

lmn 7awalt anam o kl ma a'3am'6 3ainy ashouf 3aina il rumadya 3rft iny a7iba.

o yalaitny ma 7bait.

intro



7beebty

3umry

ehya ni9y il thany

tifhmoun shino y3nee a7ibha

la la ... kilmat a7ibha shway ib 7agha

bs ra7at mny

dalo3ty

nubth galby

nour 3ainy

ra7at

o 7g mino

hal 5asees

hal wa6y

shasawi al7een

lazem adous 3la galby

mafy shay isma 7ub ib hal dnya

lazem ansaha

mithel ma ehya nisatny

lazem ahidha

mithel ma ehya hadatny

mahary ra7at

ra7at

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hathy awal mara aktib feeha ... inshalah t3jbkum il qi9a !